对不起

对不起...

here's wad i really wanna tell you
but i din...
im sorry


love is a funny thing
ppl seek to find partners who really love them whole heartedly
unconditionally
i found that someone


why dont i feel the same way?
why dont i love him as much as he loves me?
why dont i feel anything at all?
guilt is all thats on my mind
这是第八次了...


i can imagine
how 心痛 he is
but he still had t0 put on a brave front
他就是这样..
我觉得我好对不起他..


"i alway try to cheer u up but it seen like what i have done
make u feel guity and alway say sry. i think i really have fail
and i really dunno what to say or do now.
so maybe just dun do anything will be the best ba.
let us or maybe mi to calm down first ba.
maybe 3month, half year or longer. i not sure oso...
hope u get a good result for ur exam..


dun worry about mi, i am fine.
i just dun wan to disturb u from preparing ur exam,
so type while u offline...
heys promise mi that u will cheer up hor...
cause i really dun wan to upset u any more. =) go go go.
must score for urs exam ar.. hahas
jia you x 10!!! hotel uniform golf...
still friend, dun worry... hahas"


*side note: hotel uniform golf = HUG
tats his way of hugging me thru sms


我亏欠他太多了..